Again I share the depth of my journey so that you may receive courage and strength to follow your own path inward until you discover the truth of who you are as a daughter or son of God.
I had a dream about a tiger (with spots not stripes) and took it to the therapist as the dream symbol of a Tiger is "ambivalent" "creation and destruction" and as these were discovered to be the two polar opposites of psychic energy within me I wanted to address this energy.
I also told Dr. S about the dream from 2002 in which I saw a creature, neither man nor woman but wearing a white dress with spots, similar to the spots on the tiger.
We talked of many things but did not use the recent dream but the original dream as it held a lot of energy for me.
I was to stand in the room and see the image in my imagination. Extend my arm and put my finger in the center. I had difficulty but finally was able to see "the thing" as the dinosaur wearing the white dress. I turned around 3 times and my feeling was a strong curiosity of wanting to know about this image. He had me turn the other way around three times to check what would happen. The creature now became a young woman who was smiling. I felt joy and peace. So Dr. S concluded the work and I felt free of the energy of the image.
I will try to paint both the tiger and the creature one day. To honor them as archetypes of primal energy within me. I felt I have used the negative energy of the destroyer all of my life but not the energy of creating. So now it is time to create.
When we speak of sin, I believe the writers of the Jewish scripture were trying to describe these energies and how they were lived out in lives. The energy when one is unconscious is acted out "we often sin" not because we choose to do so but because of these psychic/spiritual energy with in expressing itself.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
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